main sex worker ke paas kyun gaya?

mera naam barun hai aur main ek private company main job karta hu,shadi nahi hui becouse jab main kam age ka tha to kamata bhi kam tha ab main 40 ka hu aur kamata bhi zyada hu aur har dusre din main ek sex worker ke paas zaroor jata hu,par yeh dor ek din se nahi balki 17 saal se chal rahi hai dosto par mainkyun gaya?koi majboori nahi thi fir bhi gaya aur aj bhi jata hu.par kyun pehli baar gaya aur itne saal se kyun,,batata hu,,,

.yeh undino ki baat thi jab main jawan tha nai nai nokri lagi par paise kam the to ghar se tane sunne padte the,dikhne main kuch khas nahi tha to koi girlfriend bhi nahi jutha saka kabhi,jab ki mera dost rajeeb mujhse kam kamake bhi love marriege kar liya.gharse shadi ka pressure par kam kamai aur private main job to koi ladki nahi diya,,,main padeshan rehene laga aur mera dost ek din mujhe ek jaga jabardasti le gaya.ek aurat ke paas,usko mera dost janta tha.main waha 2 ghanta raha,us din maine pehli baar apni pyas apni hatho se nahi kisike sath se bujhai,usne mujhe varpur maza diya...main kho gaya tha usme,main vul gaya tha wo ek sex worker hai.hai bhi to mere liye to wo meri zindegi ki pehli ladki thi.khubsurat bhi bohot thi..main ghar ake so na saka,,ab mujhe paise chahiye,aur kamana hai mujhe,khud ke liye,main mehenat karne laga aur uske paas har dusre din jane laga,ab main ladki dekhne nahi jata na hi ghar jata hu,bas ghar main ma baap ko paise vej deta hu.aj bhi ek din bhi maine use sex worker jaisa mehsus nahi kiya,wo mujhe hamesha meri biwi jaise hi jakarti hai, pyar karti hai.usko bhi nikal diya us mohalle se kiyu ki wo sirf mera intezar karti thi,,aj main bohot mehenat karta hu aur sirf uske paas jata hu par free main nahi,,,aur lagatar 17 saal se jata hu,,,